The past week to ten days have been incredibly challenging yet even more rewarding!!! Truthfully I prayed 'Lord reveal your will in this situation. Let it be quick. Not what Shavra wants Lord but what is pleasing in your sight. You know what's best for me and I trust your sovereignty over my fickle emotions. Amen'. And #BAM #PA-KOW #WHOOSH #BOOM did He answer! lol and answered quickly! Anddddd boy did I cry! Not because I didn't trust Him or was I wavering with what He revealed but that I actually gave a godly effort. Oh and I'm way sensitive anyway so tears falls effortlessly at times!
I'm okay with the tears, the answer, what was revealed, but it still kinda suxxs! lol. Can I be honest?! :) Even still my response is to believe the report of the Lord. I believe His plans are for me to prosper. Survey says...I WiN and I am triumphant! This has been rewarding because it has shown me 'me' and what I need to work on. {Sidebar: Maybe I'll write 'for real for real' about this 'topic' in my book. Give all the inside details lol}. Oh and my friends, those who know what's going on specifically or not, have been awesome. I had to minister twice this weekend and it's not like I was all depressed stuff but I had to step my worship up. The songs I ministered were for me. The words came from my heart. So....just trust God ya know. His thoughts are not like my thoughts and I'm glad!
Until we 'blog' again!
Shepherdess
The sermon in church was similar to this and I'm happy I read it again from you. This just let's me know that it's time for me to listen completely and take ME out of the decisions.
ReplyDeleteWow! That's great...Honestly I was hesitant to write this blog but I'm glad it helped!
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